last day shooting with Year 6

Today it was raining and grey. Not great for photographing with the kids. We tried to encourage them to use the puddles to good effect working with reflections and so on. Its interesting to see how differently children behave with the camera. Some are quite timid and need encouragement to experiment. Several of them have only taken around a dozen images. Others are much more confident, assertive over the technology and determined to get a good image. We saw quite a few children rephotograph carefully to get a sharp, well composed image today. I think I was clearer about the potential pitfalls this week. For example I warned them about getting too close to the subject and I think we possibly have less focus problems than last week as a result. 

Now we know about the slow computers we built extra time into the schedule to allow for copying the images across. In fact we had Y6 volunteers set up the named folders for us over their lunch break. We had a couple of technical problems with cameras. We were using an odd one out - a Hewlett Packard - to make up numbers and it decided to freeze halfway through a session. Another camera was behaving strangely when we tried to transfer images and wouldn't let us delete the images from the memory card. Luke and I managed to figure it out between us eventually and most of the children have a fine set of images to begin working with next week.

Whilst the kids are doing well and I'm sure we are going to have some great prints, I am beginning to get a wee bit concerned about whether this project is sustainable across four years. Already we have seen a lot of repetition in the images they have chosen in Y6 and I am not sure that Y5, Y4 and Y3 will be able to diversify the range. But maybe that's the point. Perhaps the repetition of the same things shot in different ways will be an important creative dimension to the final presentation and say something important about the school environment. I may have to guide this editing role to some extent - or maybe not. We'll just have to see what happens...

teaching fellowship award

Just before beginning the 'my school' project I was checking my UCA mailbox when I realised that what I was doing seemed to fit the bill for a teaching fellowship. I'm not very experienced at writing project proposals and the very same day was the deadline for receipt of applications. However I managed to put something very sketchy together and got some feedback from Philippa Ashton, Kathleen Rogers and a friend of mine, Lesley, who works as a charity fundraiser. By the following week, and two days late, I finally had something decent together with recommendations from Steve Littman and Bob Russell. A summary follows:

The project will provide:
· an opportunity for students to undertake teaching work with KS2 children (thereby providing a hands-on introduction to teaching for those who might wish to enter the profession),
· raise the ‘bar’ by providing high level specialist visual subject input into schools, by improving student’s visual literacy, creative skills, understanding and enjoyment of modern and contemporary art while fostering increased awareness of contemporary artists within society,
· enable these children to engage with new technology and reflective visual practice currently unavailable to them within their existing curricula model,
· enable her course (DFSA) to engage with a local WP agenda,
· provide a pedagogic model for other courses, staff and students to engage with other schools on similar projects in different subject areas,
· enable a key member of staff to forge further links between the subject(s) of her on going (and exhibited) research practice and her T&L activities,
· and enable the college to publicise its wider work within the local community.

My own research and practice mostly concerns ‘the artist as a mother’ and my own children often feature in the work in make. I have been interested for some time in actually involving them in the work rather than them being the subject – establishing a more collaborative basis, particularly with my older son who is 11 and at the threshold of his teenage years. I am trying to increase my awareness of activities for young people in the local area and would like to contribute in some way in the future, whilst working this into my research objectives. Since attending a SEEDA conference for Women’s Enterprise at the Farnham Maltings last year, I have been inspired by the idea of launching a Social Enterprise targeting local teenagers and involving them in a range of creative activities. I hope to develop this idea in such a way that the University would have a pivotal role. This project is an opportunity for me to work with a younger age group, confront new challenges and see what opportunities present themselves that will add value to my development in this area. I will continue my research into other local businesses that have Social Enterprise status in order to establish a model for my own initiative, identify good practice and make links beyond the University.
http://www.seeda.co.uk/news_&_events/press_releases/2008/20081119.asp
http://www.seeda.co.uk/search/?quickSearch=1&s=social+enterprise&GoButton=Go

Alongside ‘my school’, I will continue my own creative practice - stills, video and sound work that is ongoing since the late 90s around my son’s games, words, songs and more recently my daughter is also becoming part of this work. In January 2007 I completed ‘living room’, a claustrophobic and chaotic family portrait made over the holiday period that reflects the dominance that the children have in our shared space. This is a 3 screen Hi-Definition Video artwork that was made and screened for New Territories – The National Review of Live Art in Glasgow which took place in February 2007. A series of daily screenings took place at the Tramway called Definitive Stories and ten artists were invited to conceive and execute new work in Hi Definition Video. ‘The project seeks to encourage artists and experimental filmmakers to use the Hi Definition system and asks them to consider innovative forms of deployment within this rapidly emerging format.’ This work was screened in Strange Screen Thessalonica In January 2008. My most recent research presentation, ‘the artist as ‘a mother watching’ - began to contextualise my art practice in relation to the work of other photographers and artists who make work about their children or their experience of motherhood.

I would very much like to widen the scope of my research by writing a journal or conference paper relating to the proposed project and this award would provide the motivation. I have taken a break from writing since starting a family in the mid-90s but previous to this I had a healthy run of published articles.

my school

My Y2 student, Luke, and I started the project with Year 6 on Wednesday 14th Jan. I had spent some time preparing a Powerpoint Presentation that started with plenty of images - mostly my own - that would hopefully inspire the kids and encourage them to think about a range of creative possibilities for using the camera to explore their environment at school. We outlined the project, explained what we hoped they would achieve and showed them examples of the 'image wall' idea that we may use as a structure for the final presentation. The children responded really enthusiastically contributing lots of great image ideas and asking good questions. 

Then we took them through some digital photography basics related to image size, purpose and resolution. We even had them doing pixel maths to work out the megapixel rating of the cameras they would be using given the largest image setting available!! 

We finished off by showing them the cameras they would be using for the project and explaining the controls.

The following week their teacher had divided them into groups of 4 so Luke and I took a group each for an hour to take their pictures. We shot some outside the school - in the playground, on the field and so on. It was quite a bright day and the cameras were a bit difficult to use because of the glare on the LCD screens. I wanted to get the children to take several shots of each subject so they could really get a good idea of how different angles can change the shot. It was almost impossible to get them to do this as they couldn't really see the images clearly to review them. They were also buzzing with ideas and eager to try lots of different subjects. It was also difficult to get them to control focus. They tended to go very close the the subject and it was difficult to get them to understand that the lenses wouldn't produce sharp images used this way. We showed them the macro mode to help remedy this.

It was freezing cold so after 20 mins or so we went back into the school and were able to photograph in the library, corridors and Y6 classroom where their classmates were working. They were told to move around as unobtrusively as possible and did a good job. 

The plan was to take two more groups for the second half of the afternoon so we needed to clear the memory sticks into named folders on the school server. This was a very frustrating task. It took ages to log onto the system and the computers are just so slow. Apparently ICT is about to be upgraded in the next couple of weeks so I look forward to improvements. It was great to see  the children's work on the screens as we copied it across, but we  were severely behind schedule for the second groups, who approached their task just as enthusiastically as the first once we got started.

At the end of the day Luke and I spent another hour copying and backing up the images - time that we had not factored into the project. Next week I think we need to restrict the children to 45 mins per group to keep to schedule.

So far this project is going really well. I am so impressed by the children's creativity  and ideas.

the last 2 months....

I can't believe I haven't written anything since 8th November. A friend and I were walking near Frensham Pond last week and she mentioned she had found my blog! Didn't think anyone read it so that was bit of a shock... and a wake up call to get a bit more active in here. 

We had flu round the family twice before Christmas so that knocked us out a bit. Now we have finally finished our family festivities - starting with Sam's birthday party at the beginning of December and Amelia and Mark both in last 10 days, with Christmas and New Year sandwiched in the middle. The season of cake, cake and more cake and a rapidly expanding waistline! 

Exposures meeting with Goldsmiths just before Christmas was cancelled because all the staff had flu so Grace and I are finally taking the archive to the library this Tuesday. I started the 'my school' project on Wednesday with a Y2 DFSA student, Luke, assisting. I have also applied for a teaching fellowship at UCA as the project seems to fit the bill for such an award.  It should help the University to further its Widening Participation Scheme and will further my own research objectives of wanting to make work with the local community, particularly in terms of trying to establish creative projects with young people. I should know whether I have been successful by the end of next week. 

do I have time for a second life?

After going to the presentation yesterday, I felt very enthusiastic about the potential of Second Life as a tool for teaching and learning. So finally, against all the odds, I have got myself an avatar and have spent my first evening exploring. First I went to a 'mall' where newbies like myself were meant to be able to find more out - but quite how one went about this was not clear. I read a bit about changing my appearance and tweaked it a bit - taller, slimmer - as I would like in my first life. Hot places to visit were not particularly interesting and not many people were around. All a bit lonely and boring really. So I decided to visit ucreative island - also empty. There was an 'interactive whiteboard' so I tried to interact with it and ended up losing control of my avatar to a little blue blob for no apparent reason other than to move it up, down, left and right!! What was that all about? Very disappointing, but I was probably missing something - what? There was also no instructions about how to get my movements back to normal which impeded my explorations for the rest of the evening and resulted in me flying sideways through a rainforest!! Great graphics but they crashed my computer.

The Uni is thinking about starting a new degree in computer gaming and it is possible that I would be asked to teach on this course - so I feel I should persevere with this in an attempt to carve out a relevant area of expertise. Reckon I'll have to ask my son to help me with the basics as I can't see how I will have time to complete the learning curve in tutorials. I don't particularly want to start building and so on, but I am very interested in Second Life's potential to pilot new methods of teaching, communicating with students and colleagues at other campuses, showing student work, disseminating research and so on. Coincidentally the Guardian Education ran a short piece about this today.

return to blogging

I have been too busy to think about blogging recently: finishing one project with the students and starting another, trying to put together Ikea storage and so on. Since September my daughter has been at school for half days only, but now she has finally started full days. Hopefully I have a decent span of time to collect my thoughts, get involved with projects and finish things off that I've started.

A few notable things are in the offing... I am about to lead a digital photography project at my children's school. I volunteered to help out for a half day each week thinking I would listen to reading, but was asked to do something arty. 'my school' will involve working with each KS2 class for a period of 6 weeks from January through to the summer. There will be small interim exhibitions within the school and, hopefully, a final one for parents and public. I'm trying to get UCA involved but being passed around from one department to another. The new University has a remit to get involved in the community so I have every confidence someone will be supportive eventually. At the very least, I hope to get some student volunteers from Digital Film and Screen Arts (our newly named BA!!) to help my out as professional practice.

On Friday 21st November Grace Lau and I are finally meeting the Womens' Art Library to show them the Exposures archive. They are travelling to Hampstead to meet us so must have a serious interest. There are some complicated copyright issues that we have to settle as we are not able to contact all the workshop participants now so much time has elapsed, but hopefully we can sort something out in relation to this.

What else? Oh yes. I've been spending quite a lot of time using PhotoShop CS3 with raw files as D60s are available for the students to use. Still haven't got my Mac but managing to get by with a student one for the time being. Will work more on 'High Gabble' once my computer arrives. Lastly, I'm looking forward to learning a bit more about Second Life and how it can be used for eductional purposes next Monday. Also hope to meet up with Home Interaction Cluster soon to figure out whether my interests and research fit with the other members in any useful way.

'performance' development review

Aha! Just realised it is my 'performance' that is being reviewed rather than my personal development needs! A misunderstanding of the meaning of the acronym.