my school - the wall

nearly two months later...

Degree show over, student work marked and verified.

School photo project finished. Wall printed onto vinyl banner material and went up on sports day. Looks great and feedback has been wonderful.

SATs results fantastic. Well done Sam!

Inductions days went well at Weydon but Sam is not is a class with most of his friends. Seems that they didn't ask to be with him!

Leavers stuff seemed to go on for about two weeks. School finished two days ago with copious tears shed by the girls whilst private tears shed by my boy - not because he is leaving - because he has been excluded from various events. My heart is breaking for him. Why has this happened to him so regularly? Is it just because he doesn't play sport? Are the other kids jealous of him? It does seem that there may have been some malicious back stabbing going on. It's hard to believe that kids this young can be so cruel. Only two of the nine or ten people that came to his party in December have invited him back to theirs. Don't the parents tell them that it is polite to return invitations?

Hopefully the big big big school (that seems so scarily big!) will provide a larger pool of potential pals and he'll meet some people with more mature ideas about friendship!

half term

Sam finished his SATs a couple of weeks ago, so let him have day off school to come and watch his friend's sister KM in Billy Elliot. About 15 of us went and had fantastic seats. What a show! The kid playing Billy was absolutely amazing - so much energy and talent. Sam was on the edge of his seat (so was I!) and came away really inspired. Need to check out 'Billy School'!

Then half term was upon us. Seemed to go so quickly and can't really think what we did. Spent a lot of time at home in the garden enjoying the beautiful weather. It was the village fayre on Monday and I helped out on the Scouts stall. - the boozy tombola - that seemed very popular with 16-year-olds! Hmmm! One of the highs of the week was rainy Wednesday when Sam and I went to see Coraline - amazing 3D animation, amazing story, weirdly dark - just my cup of tea.

Sam spent loads of time in the shed with his music making. He has started to upload to Dope Tracks http://www.dopetracks.com/profile/sjkoolboy. I love the idea of being able to share your music this way and that people can access it to rap over - but not too sure about his 'fans', the language they use and the discussions they are entering into. Wondered if there was scope here to follow this as some kind of research project. Need to give this a bit more thought.

DFSA has got the gallery for the Summer Show and, wow, it looks good. Private View on Thursday was great fun but too busy chatting to look at other courses so returned on Saturday for another look.

poppy comes to Y4

Neither Luke or Anna was able to help out at school last Wednesday so Poppy, one of my first years, stepped in the help at the last minute. I was very grateful for her help with the remaining groups who needed to shoot. She has also offered to research printing and mounting costs for the presentation which I hope to get together through June.

photography with y4

Luke went into school and did the presentation with Year 4 whilst I was in Florida. I am very excited about the way this project seems to be providing all sorts of unforeseen opportunities for individuals to step up and engage with teaching and learning digital photography on so many different levels. This week we were busy taking the first groups of children out of class to shoot their images. I had expected our facilitator role to become more complicated as we worked backwards through KS2, but I was really impressed with the way the children engaged with the project. Luke had obviously briefed them well. He is busy with his own work next week as assessments are looming. One of my 3rd Year undergraduates, Anna, is hoping to take a few hours out of her busy runup to her final show to help me out with the second Y4 shoots.

I need to talk to Mr C, the headmaster, about how and when we are going to show the final image wall but he has gone away for a 2 week visit to Africa. The summer fayre at the school could have been a well-timed occasion to unveil the work, but I just realised that is the weekend I am visiting the Venice Bienale. I hope to use most of June to complete the presentation. I am not sure whether to 'go it alone', possibly with some help from Anna, or whether to involve the children, and if so, on what level they can actually get involved. I have had some quotes for printing and mounting A0 panels of 16 prints and the price is very expensive as I need 8 or 9 panels. So I am trying to figure out some diy possibilities that involve using the printing facilities at the University. The only thing that seems certain is that the presentation should be hardwearing as I think it will be displayed at various locations over the next year or two.

Florida

We made this video at Epcot on a ride. We spent 6 days in Disney World:

Then  we went to New Smyrna Beach - my favourite part of the holiday...

         more photos to follow....

femadlib K

Alex Brew contacted me through the Exposures archive project at Goldsmiths. She is a member of a group of women artists who describe themselves as 'feminist activists'. Check out the links to some fabulous artists' work on their blog http://femadlibkolektiv.blogspot.com/ I recently screened two of my mid-90s films for their fundraising cafe and party. Unfortunately I couldn't get up to London for either of these events, but hope they were successful.

so much to blog about...

I don't know where to start...

First - the job - all fine with my 0.5 on DFSA but everything around me is changing. KR has become a Professor, LW has had her full time post reduced to 0.6 and SL, the course leader, has to have a second interview for his own job. The animation team have gone on management courses! So goodness knows where or when we will have some clue about how the course will shape up in the future.

Secondly - the school project. I will be finishing printing with Y5 tomorrow. They have made some lovely images that don't seem to duplicate those made by Y6 too much. There will be plenty of variety in the outcome. I have put together some A0 grids of 16 images and I am getting quotes to print and mount eight of these to construct the final image wall. Work with Y4 begins after Easter, but I may have to ask Luke to deliver the introductory presentation as I will be in Florida...

Which brings me on to the final bloggable item. Holiday. Yippee! We just booked a cheap fly/drive to Orlando. Disney World here we come. I swore I wouldn't go again after visiting the Paris one a couple of years ago. I hate the artificial, consumer driven, tackiness of the whole experience. But the kids (and Mark?) love it. I look forward to chilling by the beach for the second week.

And one more thing to add... Google found our old friend Alexis S for us! She owns a cafe that sounds incredibly cool, hip and trendy in Miami http://www.lunastarcafe.com/ Hope we get to visit or meet up with her.

will I still have a job?

I had an email yesterday to say that Digital Film and Screen Arts will be grouped with Animation under one Course Leader who will be appointed on Monday 16th March and that we will all have meetings to discuss the new course structure. Today I found out my meeting will be the following day. It therefore seems likely that there must already be a decision about who will be doing what and it seems quite possible that some jobs will go. I have heard unofficially that I am 'at risk' but no one has officially notified me in those terms yet. We are left to 'read between the lines.'  This is very upsetting and stressful for everyone and the UCA hierarchy do not seem to show much concern for the academic workforce by letting the speculation continue for more than a week after this announcement.

On a more positive note, I can't imagine why I would have been awarded a Teaching Fellowship if the plan was to get rid of me. Also I am multi skilled and therefore adaptable. Perhaps I could be redeployed to another course if the worse does come to the worse. It would be such a shame because DFSA is a damn good course and I would be so sad to see it close or leave it - but I must keep my job somehow. I moved here to do it and can't imagine life here without being part of the university.

working with Y5

Last week we presented to Y5 using the same Powerpoint that we used for Y6 although I took out a few of the more complex slides about resolution. The children were very enthusiastic - hands waving to make comments about small details, various interpretations of the images, even comments about the sequencing of the images within the presentation. It was very interesting hear what they had to say and sometimes they were quite a long way off what I was trying to get them to consider but approaching the project with a refreshing naivety (if that's the right way to describe it?). I wish I could have recorded the session to remember the exact details. I know there were comments about the price ticket on the bucket, some marks on some stones that may be fossils, a pattern or shape that had repeated through a number of images and so on. When they split into groups to brainstorm image ideas, it was obvious that some children were better at teamwork than others.

In the main, they listened to the info about resolution, but I'm not sure how much they understood. They were eager to pass around the cameras and hopefully this was a useful introduction for the first groups who have taken their images today.

Many of the Y5 children seem a lot more 'snap happy' than those in Y6. One child took over 60 images despite repeated advice to slow down and consider what to shoot with care. Other children obsessed about the number they were allowed to shoot and this seemed to restrict creativity so it was quite difficult to find a balance. The instructions not to shoot people also seemed lost to some who were keen to take pictures of their friends and teachers. I think there will be a lot more glimpses of uniform and people that were almost completely absent from the Y6 work - so this will hopefully provide a new level of interest to the image wall.

One girl took off her shoes and photographed the hole in her sock. We found the picture was out of focus so got her out of class to take it again as we thought it was so original and such a strong image. Now we have to hope she can be encouraged to print it...

half term break - for school anyway!

As usual I had to work during half term but did manage to get a few days of fun with the kids. On Wednesday I took A to see The Sound Of Music, Thursday we had a lazy day and Friday we went for a walk with friends in the forest in the lovely sunshine. I found out that Monday 23rd was an inset day - shock horror! Great to have such good friends that helped out with the children as again, I had to work.

Saturday was a gardening day. We dug the vegetable patch and started to plan what we will grow this year. Tried to get the kids interested in it but with no luck. So much for family fun with the Farnham Food Initiative... I would love to join but only if the whole family was up for it. Can't seem to persuade them in the pleasures of growing our own... if it was cocoa beans to make chocolate - that would be another matter!

On Sunday we went to London - skateboarding on Portabello Rd, farmers' market at Salusbury School, Queens Park and Camden Market. A has a t-shirt from cyperpunk shop - Dog Save The Queen.

teaching fellowship award

I finally had official notification of the award from UCA earlier this week. I was quite surprised that I am to receive all the funding I requested and rather daunted by the prospect of providing a break down of all the costs on a month to month basis through to December. I have researched some costs, tried to anticipate when they may occur and have hopefully put together a reasonable projection.

I have been assigned a mentor, to make sure I clarify and achieve the aims and objectives of the project. KP is UCA's Learning and Teaching Researcher and we met earlier today. I think she will be able to offer me some guidance about measuring the impact and success of the project. She has already suggested that I interview the headmaster and the school children and possibly make an audio recording of their responses to questions about the impact of the project. This has led me to yet another creative idea - cutting audio over the digital grid of images that I hope to make at the end of the project. I need to look into the ethical implications of this - such as the need for releases from my interviewees.

KP also mentioned the governments Aim Higher Scheme and I need to research this to see how my project may meet it's aims and objectives of raising children's aspirations at an early age. 

http://www.aimhigher.ac.uk/programme/home/

In the past I have given plenty of talks in conference-like situations but have usually been invited by the organisers. I have never had to write an abstract and I have never delivered a formal conference paper, so I have asked for guidance on this too.

a few more Y6 photos

last session with Y6

We set up bit of the production line at school yesterday to get the remaining 22 children to edit their digital images, select and make a print. Again, some of them needed some gentle guidance to select an image that was actually 'technically correct'  ie. IB who insisted she wanted to print a rather badly composed and over exposed picture of her pencil case!! 

We couldn't access the network on the computer that was connected to the printer so had to transfer images on memory sticks and trot back and forth between the Y6 classroom and the ICT suite. As usual the computers were chugging away so slowly... it was 4.30 before the final print was complete. 

Finally we laid all the prints out as 3 x 4 grids (12 images in each) on tables and we began to get an idea of how the final image wall will look. How exciting!! The children have made such a wonderfully diverse and interesting range of work. Whilst some images are immediately obvious, others tease the viewer to guess what they could be, some play with form, reflections, texture, patterns and others add vibrant colour to the piece. The separate parts come together to form a fascinating view of the school. Some images are sadly missing - such as glimpses of the burgundy and yellow of the school uniform. There were some lovely photos that didn't make it to print. I will keep these as backup for the time being as they may have a part to play in the final presentation or the digital presentation. Let's wait and see.

I had a chat with Mr C. about the presentation and it was his very good suggestion that the image wall should be formed of a number of smaller grids to make it more transportable and malleable in terms of hanging in different locations. He also pointed out an outside wall where he would like some artwork so I am going to look into ways of 'weatherproofing' the work. We also talked about the option of updating the grid and carrying out biannual photo projects on other themes. 

first prints

We slid and slushed our way to school today as it finally opened after being closed for two days. The UCA campus is still closed because the carpark is too dangerous to use. I wasn't sure whether school would want us in Y6 today as the ICT refurb was probably behind schedule, the kids were probably behind with their work and Luke was stuck in Dover and/or ill - couldn't quite work that out, but he sounded awful when I spoke to him. First thing this morning Mrs M and Mrs A were really helpful and showed the best (only!) colour printer that currently works in the school and even did a test print for me. I had to rush off to my pilates class before it came out but at least it proved that a print was possible. I decided to go ahead and help a few children edit and print there work.

This afternoon I took the first group of four to the slow ICT suite and found all the computers were on and somewhat faster than previous weeks. The children found their photo folders and I explained the importance of organising their images by deleting the really bad photos, for example those that are out of focus -  a fault not always recognisable when editing on the LCD screen of the camera. Then I asked them to rename the good images so they could recognise them as something more meaningful than their DSC..... number tag that the camera generates. Each child then made a slideshow to assess the very best/most important image that they wanted to print. I am not sure I agreed with all the choices, but we discussed this and I made sure that there was a rationale decision making process taking place and encouraged them to re-evaluate their work where really necessary. However I think it is very important that the final decision was their own.

In all we made eight prints. I used my Epsom Heavyweight Matt paper and would like to experiment with other finishes for the final presentation. I was able to find a setting in the print dialogue box that gave me a fairly good result at medium speed. Photo quality prints do take a long time to print and saving time was somewhat important today. The detail in some of the close up prints is very satisfactory.  In the main, the children were very excited by the results - and so am I. Mrs A and Mrs M, who seem to be most interested/in charge of projects that involve photography within the school, were also very surprised that the printer was capable of such results. They couldn't believe that the photos had been shot on the 'rather basic' school cameras. They are 7.2 megapixel cameras so not too bad at all. I realised over the last two shooting weeks that the school cameras were often set to the 2M setting and explained the importance of using a higher setting for photos that are to be printed. I think they are going to attend my Powerpoint presentation to Y5 and try to get to grips with my megapixel maths.

Already I can see how the project is widening out to generate more possibilities than first envisaged in terms of Widening Participation. How about UCA hosting some Inset days for teachers in local schools to get up to speed with their digital imaging skills? This must be such a very important underpinning skill to enhance many parts of delivery of the school curriculum. For example, they want to put photographs of the children and/or their work onto the school website and don't know how. They also don't seem to know how to make best use of the photographic equipment on the premises. There must be scope for a day of development around this and other issues that I will discover during the course of this project. 

freeeeezing weather

University closed. School closed. Road into Rowledge impassable, blocked with skidded cars that can't get up the hill. That's our last two days. But what fun we've had in the deepest snow I've seen for ages. They say it was like this in 1991 but I reckon Mark and I were in India or somewhere because I don't remember it. We have built snowmen, been sledging, spent far too long in the pub, walked in the forest, had log fires and generally chilled out. It's so strange to have a couple of unexpected days with the family and no plans to do chores, visits or whatever. It is almost better than a holiday!

I'm a bit worried about the students losing a couple of days lectures but I am sure we will make up time somewhere down the line and I have been posting announcements into Blackboard that I hope they will read and act on - including a project to make a photograph a snowman!

last day shooting with Year 6

Today it was raining and grey. Not great for photographing with the kids. We tried to encourage them to use the puddles to good effect working with reflections and so on. Its interesting to see how differently children behave with the camera. Some are quite timid and need encouragement to experiment. Several of them have only taken around a dozen images. Others are much more confident, assertive over the technology and determined to get a good image. We saw quite a few children rephotograph carefully to get a sharp, well composed image today. I think I was clearer about the potential pitfalls this week. For example I warned them about getting too close to the subject and I think we possibly have less focus problems than last week as a result. 

Now we know about the slow computers we built extra time into the schedule to allow for copying the images across. In fact we had Y6 volunteers set up the named folders for us over their lunch break. We had a couple of technical problems with cameras. We were using an odd one out - a Hewlett Packard - to make up numbers and it decided to freeze halfway through a session. Another camera was behaving strangely when we tried to transfer images and wouldn't let us delete the images from the memory card. Luke and I managed to figure it out between us eventually and most of the children have a fine set of images to begin working with next week.

Whilst the kids are doing well and I'm sure we are going to have some great prints, I am beginning to get a wee bit concerned about whether this project is sustainable across four years. Already we have seen a lot of repetition in the images they have chosen in Y6 and I am not sure that Y5, Y4 and Y3 will be able to diversify the range. But maybe that's the point. Perhaps the repetition of the same things shot in different ways will be an important creative dimension to the final presentation and say something important about the school environment. I may have to guide this editing role to some extent - or maybe not. We'll just have to see what happens...

teaching fellowship award

Just before beginning the 'my school' project I was checking my UCA mailbox when I realised that what I was doing seemed to fit the bill for a teaching fellowship. I'm not very experienced at writing project proposals and the very same day was the deadline for receipt of applications. However I managed to put something very sketchy together and got some feedback from Philippa Ashton, Kathleen Rogers and a friend of mine, Lesley, who works as a charity fundraiser. By the following week, and two days late, I finally had something decent together with recommendations from Steve Littman and Bob Russell. A summary follows:

The project will provide:
· an opportunity for students to undertake teaching work with KS2 children (thereby providing a hands-on introduction to teaching for those who might wish to enter the profession),
· raise the ‘bar’ by providing high level specialist visual subject input into schools, by improving student’s visual literacy, creative skills, understanding and enjoyment of modern and contemporary art while fostering increased awareness of contemporary artists within society,
· enable these children to engage with new technology and reflective visual practice currently unavailable to them within their existing curricula model,
· enable her course (DFSA) to engage with a local WP agenda,
· provide a pedagogic model for other courses, staff and students to engage with other schools on similar projects in different subject areas,
· enable a key member of staff to forge further links between the subject(s) of her on going (and exhibited) research practice and her T&L activities,
· and enable the college to publicise its wider work within the local community.

My own research and practice mostly concerns ‘the artist as a mother’ and my own children often feature in the work in make. I have been interested for some time in actually involving them in the work rather than them being the subject – establishing a more collaborative basis, particularly with my older son who is 11 and at the threshold of his teenage years. I am trying to increase my awareness of activities for young people in the local area and would like to contribute in some way in the future, whilst working this into my research objectives. Since attending a SEEDA conference for Women’s Enterprise at the Farnham Maltings last year, I have been inspired by the idea of launching a Social Enterprise targeting local teenagers and involving them in a range of creative activities. I hope to develop this idea in such a way that the University would have a pivotal role. This project is an opportunity for me to work with a younger age group, confront new challenges and see what opportunities present themselves that will add value to my development in this area. I will continue my research into other local businesses that have Social Enterprise status in order to establish a model for my own initiative, identify good practice and make links beyond the University.
http://www.seeda.co.uk/news_&_events/press_releases/2008/20081119.asp
http://www.seeda.co.uk/search/?quickSearch=1&s=social+enterprise&GoButton=Go

Alongside ‘my school’, I will continue my own creative practice - stills, video and sound work that is ongoing since the late 90s around my son’s games, words, songs and more recently my daughter is also becoming part of this work. In January 2007 I completed ‘living room’, a claustrophobic and chaotic family portrait made over the holiday period that reflects the dominance that the children have in our shared space. This is a 3 screen Hi-Definition Video artwork that was made and screened for New Territories – The National Review of Live Art in Glasgow which took place in February 2007. A series of daily screenings took place at the Tramway called Definitive Stories and ten artists were invited to conceive and execute new work in Hi Definition Video. ‘The project seeks to encourage artists and experimental filmmakers to use the Hi Definition system and asks them to consider innovative forms of deployment within this rapidly emerging format.’ This work was screened in Strange Screen Thessalonica In January 2008. My most recent research presentation, ‘the artist as ‘a mother watching’ - began to contextualise my art practice in relation to the work of other photographers and artists who make work about their children or their experience of motherhood.

I would very much like to widen the scope of my research by writing a journal or conference paper relating to the proposed project and this award would provide the motivation. I have taken a break from writing since starting a family in the mid-90s but previous to this I had a healthy run of published articles.

my school

My Y2 student, Luke, and I started the project with Year 6 on Wednesday 14th Jan. I had spent some time preparing a Powerpoint Presentation that started with plenty of images - mostly my own - that would hopefully inspire the kids and encourage them to think about a range of creative possibilities for using the camera to explore their environment at school. We outlined the project, explained what we hoped they would achieve and showed them examples of the 'image wall' idea that we may use as a structure for the final presentation. The children responded really enthusiastically contributing lots of great image ideas and asking good questions. 

Then we took them through some digital photography basics related to image size, purpose and resolution. We even had them doing pixel maths to work out the megapixel rating of the cameras they would be using given the largest image setting available!! 

We finished off by showing them the cameras they would be using for the project and explaining the controls.

The following week their teacher had divided them into groups of 4 so Luke and I took a group each for an hour to take their pictures. We shot some outside the school - in the playground, on the field and so on. It was quite a bright day and the cameras were a bit difficult to use because of the glare on the LCD screens. I wanted to get the children to take several shots of each subject so they could really get a good idea of how different angles can change the shot. It was almost impossible to get them to do this as they couldn't really see the images clearly to review them. They were also buzzing with ideas and eager to try lots of different subjects. It was also difficult to get them to control focus. They tended to go very close the the subject and it was difficult to get them to understand that the lenses wouldn't produce sharp images used this way. We showed them the macro mode to help remedy this.

It was freezing cold so after 20 mins or so we went back into the school and were able to photograph in the library, corridors and Y6 classroom where their classmates were working. They were told to move around as unobtrusively as possible and did a good job. 

The plan was to take two more groups for the second half of the afternoon so we needed to clear the memory sticks into named folders on the school server. This was a very frustrating task. It took ages to log onto the system and the computers are just so slow. Apparently ICT is about to be upgraded in the next couple of weeks so I look forward to improvements. It was great to see  the children's work on the screens as we copied it across, but we  were severely behind schedule for the second groups, who approached their task just as enthusiastically as the first once we got started.

At the end of the day Luke and I spent another hour copying and backing up the images - time that we had not factored into the project. Next week I think we need to restrict the children to 45 mins per group to keep to schedule.

So far this project is going really well. I am so impressed by the children's creativity  and ideas.

the last 2 months....

I can't believe I haven't written anything since 8th November. A friend and I were walking near Frensham Pond last week and she mentioned she had found my blog! Didn't think anyone read it so that was bit of a shock... and a wake up call to get a bit more active in here. 

We had flu round the family twice before Christmas so that knocked us out a bit. Now we have finally finished our family festivities - starting with Sam's birthday party at the beginning of December and Amelia and Mark both in last 10 days, with Christmas and New Year sandwiched in the middle. The season of cake, cake and more cake and a rapidly expanding waistline! 

Exposures meeting with Goldsmiths just before Christmas was cancelled because all the staff had flu so Grace and I are finally taking the archive to the library this Tuesday. I started the 'my school' project on Wednesday with a Y2 DFSA student, Luke, assisting. I have also applied for a teaching fellowship at UCA as the project seems to fit the bill for such an award.  It should help the University to further its Widening Participation Scheme and will further my own research objectives of wanting to make work with the local community, particularly in terms of trying to establish creative projects with young people. I should know whether I have been successful by the end of next week.